I wish I could hug a duck.

deanwinchesterprays:

No but do you know what absolutely breaks my heart? As much as I adore Cas having emotions and spending time with Dean, his fall is going to devastate him. He’s going to feel so empty and hollow because all he’s ever known has been stripped from him and his entirely family is scattered about the world with less knowledge of humanity when compared to him. And he’s going to want to help, and he’s going to want to find everyone to make sure they’re all okay - but he’s human now and he can’t just wing around everywhere and eating and sleeping and cars will always slow him down.

Some nights he’ll probably break down, sob because there’s nothing else he can do to describe the pain. And Dean will come in and hold him but Dean won’t be able to fix his fallen angel, no matter how hard he tries, because Cas lost such a pivotal part of himself. There will be days Castiel is just so angry and so tired and worn and he won’t know how to cope and he’ll feel so alone because the angels can’t hear him anymore, and he can’t hear anyone’s prayers, can’t help people in the same way he used to.

He’s going to be so lost, shattered into bits of tiny pieces as he tries to rebuild himself from the ground up, thousands of years of knowledge and learning about how to act for their Father all essentially useless. God, I can practically imagine him chanting Enochian to himself, rocking back and forth as Dean walks in and asks what he’s doing, and Castiel’s sole reply is to say, “I can’t lose this, too.”

For the longest time, Castiel is just going to think, as he’s brushing his teeth, changing his clothes, combing his hair, ‘I used to belong to a much better club’.

So I’m counting on the Winchesters - counting on Dean - to help make Castiel’s fall worth it, and to help make Castiel understand that he can still help people, can still be worth something, can still be needed - even without his mojo.

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thiscanonthing:

doctorcaslock:

seraphlimonade:

Usually I draw cute,fluffy things….and then I remember I am a masochist for feels and I draw things like this… 

I’m….sorry?

* hide under poncho*

I literally just wrote this two seconds before seeing this post, so im putting it here

——

What happened? Where am I? What’s going on?

He pushes through the bushes, eyes focused on the space in front of him. His heartbeat racing. Heartbeat? bumbum bumbum bumbum He has never heard that rhythm before. He has never felt it before. His lungs sting with its forced use, diaphragm in overdrive, greedily taking in the air around him. 

What’s wrong? What is this?

He coughs, unfamiliar with the feeling. He still pushes forward. He glances up a the sky through the trees. They are still falling. He is still running forward until he makes it into the field. Infinite bright lights fall through the clouds.

Why are they falling? What did I do?

A single tear rolls down his face.

“Cas?”

It is faint but he hears it. He looks in the direction it is coming from, and on the other side of the field he sees two small orbs of light dancing close to the ground. One of them stops and it seems to look directly at him.

“Cas? Cas!”

He can see them now. Two figures running towards him holding flashlights. They look the same height, but soon he realizes, that this is because the taller one is falling behind, while the shorter speeds towards him. Cas doesn’t realize that the name slips from his lips.

“Dean.”

“Cas, Castiel!” Dean finally approaches him, and Cas is so grateful to see him, that when Dean grabs his shoulders Cas falls to the ground, bringing Dean with him.

“Oh God, Cas, are you okay?”

Finally Cas breaks down. He coughs out sobs and the tears fall. In his mind he does not know what is going on. This water is falling from his eyes. He is just so confused. He pulls Dean close to him.

“What have I done Dean?”

Dean hold him close and looks up at Sam, who stands over them, looking up at the sky.

 Dean strokes the fallen angel’s head, “I don’t know Cas.”Castiel continues to cry into Dean’s chest, but soon he is able to calm down. Dean holds onto him as he pulls them back up, “But everything is going to be okay. I promise.” Dean grabs the sides of Cas’ face and looks into is blue eyes. Cas looks back, and Dean notices his breathing slowing.

“It will be okay. We can fix this,” Dean says again, and soon Cas nods. “Let’s get you back to the Batcave kay? We can clean you up, put some food in your belly okay? You can take my bed for the night. We can worry about this tomorrow.”

Cas looks down for a moment.

“Okay Dean. Just…” he pauses. Around them, angels continue to rain down. Dean sees that Cas is about to break down again. He looks at Dean, with tears threatening to fall, “…don’t leave me.”

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lousysharkbutt:

next time on the hit tv show ‘supernatural’

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thepoorgroomsbrideissoslutty:

okay so i thought the end angel falling scene of supernatural was really haunting so i cut the audio out and let me tell you its beautiful

just listen

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casneedspie:

Things that need to happen next season:

• Cas to break down and cry(preferably in front of Dean)
• Charlie and Cas to interact
• Dean to teach Cas how to drive
• Abaddon to come back with a female vessel and take over as the queen of hell.
• Naomi and Linda Tran to not be dead.
• Dean to get to eat his pie.

(via deanisabisexualcaterpillar)

legolasofthewoodlandelves:

#classiest angel in the garrison

I’m going to record something like this and play it at my funeral.

(Source: waerlogas, via ashisinashes)

mishasminions:

ALL I WANT FOR SEASON GR9

• DEAN MAKING BURGERS FOR CAS
• DEAN TAKING CAS CLOTHES SHOPPING
• DEAN TEACHING CAS HOW TO RIDE A BIKE
• CAS TRYING THINGS FOR THE FIRST TIME AS A HUMAN
• CAS DOING THINGS
• I REALLY JUST WANT A SHOW WHERE CAS DOES THINGS OKAY
• CAS DOES DEAN

(via ashisinashes)

yorusagara:

The transition from “Moose” to “Sam” just broke my heart

(via agianthordeofzombiesjust)

Fallen from God, fallen from Grace, for so it is written on the doorway of paradise that those who falter and those who fall must pay the price.

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life-is-a-love-story:

timelordparadise:

ppyajunebug:

NEVER FORGET

Cedric Diggory tried to call off the entire Quidditch game and get a re-match when he caught the snitch after Harry fell off his broom

#HufflepuffsAreTheBest

And it was a Hufflepuff who figured out how Sirius was getting into Hogwarts in Prisoner of Azkaban

‘Disguised himself, probably,’ said a Hufflepuff fifth year.

Hufflepuffs are so underrated

Hufflepuffs are the Canadians of Harry Potter.

(via deanisabisexualcaterpillar)

ok-omens:

What’s happening?

(via gracelesscas)

high-functioningginger:

And the Righteous Man spoke unto the Prophet Kevin “I present you with keys to our dwelling. Do not betray this trust with merriment and wine.”

And the Prophet replied “Fear not, for I have no one to make merry with” And the Righteous Man gazed sorrowfully at him and spoke no more.

Chuck 8:23

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heavenandhellcastiel:

the-trench-coat-fandom:

heavenandhellcastiel:

lol look they finally found god. 

THEY FINALLY FOUND GOD

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dean-in-an-angelic-embrace:

do you think castiel will still try to watch over dean at night and get confused because he cant stay awake and then crawls into bed with dean and holds him so even if he falls asleep, if anything happens, he can protect him <3 

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